Board Thread:Konoha Missions/@comment-24937485-20161026160823/@comment-30271674-20161028055632

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Everything was happening so fast, it was like a blur. They were checking out what was happening... they were surrounded... and now right in front of Ieyasu's face was the very thing he had been aiming to kill in these past two years.

Was this the end? Had Ieyasu's luck run out? Did he fail again?

Ieyasu's heart was pounding as quick as a machine gun while all he could do is shake and get angry. What was Ieyasu even doing here? What had he been trying to do his life? He tried being the tough and scary young boy. Failed. He tried to protect Keldran. Failed. He tried to become a hero so his people wouldn't have to hurt. Failed. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid.

Ieyasu was a stupid kid who tried to make sense of his life and still couldn't get anything out of it no matter what he tried. Everything he did ended up in failure, he wasn't meant to try and act like something he wasn't. He wasn't meant to be a shield. Everything he strived to be, beyond the vain admiration he sought deep down so that he could prove he was worth more than what he gave.

Envy for the children who had their parents. Envy for those that had someone to call to. He wanted it all, he wanted it all to be his. His failures and his sins all amounted to this point, a pitifully weak ninja who focused in all the wrong places not even sure of what he was supposed to do with his existence.

He looked straight into Gyugii's eyes, ripping his arm away from Rena's while screaming out in a commanding tone, "Get off of me, you groveling scum," Ieyasu's face grew beet red as his entire mind cycled through anger and terror.

"Not even my dad," Ieyasu choked up before beginning to continue, "Not even my dad, the biggest scum of the Akimichi would give seed to a traitor like you. His stupid fucking face. His stupid fucking grin. His stupid fucking anger. Even if he persecuted his only son, and forced the death of his own wife he would NEVER do something so vile as create this evil."

Ieyasu wasn't even sure what he was saying, he was so angry that he just let his words flow with no filter. Most of it didn't make sense, but it was just the stream of his conscience.

"Who's your dad? And why hasn't he come out already and killed himself for helping make such monsters like you two?"