Board Thread:Important Logs/@comment-25687356-20171017213941/@comment-25955740-20171020235622

Wait. Counting over everyone and hearing the question pop, she realized. Krenhs was missing and to Krensh’s egotistical or prideful remark of his brother being a beast—Circling within her stomach, she didn’t step away from the wall and simply stared at it. Everyone was conversing on what to do, Liara was doing everything in her tiny body not to be like Nobu and rush over the wall… “ A-Are.. You guys.. That sure..? ” She murmured loud enough to be sure, that terrified nature started to appear as her heart felt an ache, the more she thought about it. Even if it was fact she didn’t really like the goon squad, but going out of their way to make sure they were okay, to save them from their mistakes… It wasn’t in her body to bare feelings bitter feelings for that long… Or being petty to the point to let them linger in such danger. She’d never wish death of any one of them, getting their ass kicked was another story, but death? Dying?! They were in a soft world back in the out post.. SHe started to realize what Hayato was truly saying… So. When that wall came down… When it started to come down, she was hit with a smell that shocked to her core and for a moment, her hues only saw crimson… And she recalled something.   Revealing on her face, her hues were widen and she saw her worst nightmare—Blood dripping from the defeated body of Krenhs, broke and battered were understatements. He truly paid for their weaknesses… Their mistakes… Trembling in her legs, her torso shook as she was smacked with the crimson smell—She felt as if she was suffocating and it was the demon’s choice all over again.. Those times in the Land of Fire as she attempted to flee with her brothers. It was that choice again. Stabbing into her heart, she didn’t take her dislike or distaste in consideration, she instantly thought of the feeling of losing a family member, a little brother, because Krensh was about to lose his brother, that was only one of the thoughts, the pyre were about to lose a beloved friend and everyone had to think. As she attempted to think of who was suppose to be their sacrifice… “ S-S-Sacrifice… ” She only said in a whisper. Water without a single shake in his body, walked forward, not saying a word and with his own brother yelling, Fire screamed   Why this? Why this again? This wasn’t fair. Life isn’t fair. Within her mind, she was so sick of losing, so sick of being that one person who just watched and she was too shook to move forward—So. Why? Why like this? She. Herself. She was scared of dying. She didn’t want to die. Thus. She knew Water wouldn’t want to die. But he was so calm. Why? Turning to note what was going on, such as what Inari was doing, what Kai was doing, what Ieyasu was trying to do. Being the closest.   Walking right by her, she extended her hand to Water who simply walked passed her, with Ieyasu right on his heels, and within herself, she wanted to stop him. But she couldn’t, her shaking arm was too slow. So.  <span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:Arial;color:#434343;font-weight:400;font-variant:normal;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"> <span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:Arial;color:#434343;font-weight:400;font-variant:normal;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">The moment Ieyasu stepped near to walk after him, she couldn’t find herself stepping him either.. She didn’t know why. She just couldn’t move for some reason, but the moment he made his way to stop Water, she couldn’t stop them both… Why this? Why this again? This wasn’t fair. Life isn’t fair. Within her mind, she was so sick of losing, so sick of being that one person who just watched and she was too shook to move forward—So. Why? Why like this? She. Herself. She was scared of dying. She didn’t want to die. Thus. She knew Water wouldn’t want to die. But he was so calm. Why? <span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:Arial;color:#434343;font-weight:400;font-variant:normal;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"> <span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:Arial;color:#434343;font-weight:400;font-variant:normal;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"> <span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:Arial;color:#434343;font-weight:400;font-variant:normal;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">Narrowing her hues. “ <span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:Arial;color:#434343;font-weight:700;font-variant:normal;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">Do you plan on offering yourself in his place? If you aren’t. You have no right to stop team. <span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:Arial;color:#434343;font-weight:400;font-variant:normal;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">” She recalled these thoughts in her mind, that voice was so cold. Those words were a weapon against her and she recalled what happened to her brothers. It was cold and true, maybe.. That’s why. Liara couldn’t find herself stopping them, she was too scared. She was too scared. Just too scared to die… Always too scared to die. But. No. This wasn’t about to happen.

<span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:Arial;color:rgb(67,67,67);font-weight:400;white-space:pre-wrap;">Dripping down her cheeks, she swallowed all she could, everything she could. As everyone was trying to stop eachother, everyone doing everything else. She looked to Nobu for a moment, then Kyo. She wasn’t taking her time anymore. She took a second. And that was it. She knew what it felt like to lose family and she wanted to use that to guide her—Uchiha or not. Maybe. She was throwing the lives away that saved her’s. But. People like Water and Ieyasu had lots to live for compared to herself. So. Be brave. Be brave. Be strong. She thought that. <span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:Arial;color:rgb(67,67,67);font-weight:400;white-space:pre-wrap;"> <span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:Arial;color:rgb(67,67,67);font-weight:400;white-space:pre-wrap;"> <span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:Arial;color:rgb(67,67,67);font-weight:400;white-space:pre-wrap;">Turning her body away from everyone, all those she liked and those she didn’t quite like, she made a hasteful few steps… Where she should. She had her pouch in her place as she left. She cared about Ieyasu, he saved her from drowning, she cared about everyone in the same sense, even if they treated her poorly or if she has petty conflicts. “ <span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:Arial;color:rgb(67,67,67);font-weight:700;white-space:pre-wrap;">T-T-Take me! <span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:Arial;color:rgb(67,67,67);font-weight:400;white-space:pre-wrap;">” She spoke up, stuttering in her fear. There was blood, yes. She was terrified and those memories of her brothers being ripped apart around her, she relived them all as her trembling body shook with each hasteful step and her heart started to beat out of her chest. But. She couldn’t go through with this. Letting anyone such as Ieyasu. Or Water. Who was such a good person and skilled. Nor letting Krenhs die, because he did everything to save them. So. Despite all her fear. The blood that made her regret all her choices. <span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:Arial;color:rgb(67,67,67);font-weight:400;white-space:pre-wrap;"> <span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:Arial;color:rgb(67,67,67);font-weight:400;white-space:pre-wrap;"> <span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:Arial;color:rgb(67,67,67);font-weight:400;white-space:pre-wrap;">She wasn’t going to hide it. She was terrified. It was in her body, but her desire to have them live, to become something amazing. That was stronger. She was brave, but she was terrified. Because. She was this willing. She made her way to the captain! Not in a rush, but as fast as she could. Crossing her arms over her chest. And undoubtedly, stopping there. With her eyes closed, and shaking.