Board Thread:Konoha Logs/@comment-30271674-20161121182448/@comment-30271674-20161128014452

Time seemed to be passing quicker, Ieyasu was trying to suppress his thoughts to keep the utmost vigilance but he had just been holding in too much for too long. His body began to shake, his eyes losing focus as he fell over to the ground and begin to claw at the earth with his hands he had before him for support. Little whimpers, sobs even began to come from the big man. He tried to keep his mouth shut, going so far as to bite down onto his gums and further onto his lips. One after another he began to sink his teeth into his flesh, blood began to pool into his mouth while he convulsed with melancholy.

He couldn't hold it anymore. Ieyasu started wailing, as his mouth opened blood began to spill out onto the ground mixed with his spit. His entire body and expression tensed up, distress and sadness began to show in extreme forms as his mouth pulled itself down to its limits to give off a chilling frown. It was like turning on a faucet, except now there was nothing to stop it like before.

'Why am I here? I still see the blood. Blood everywhere. Keldran is gone. Why did he leave me? He was the only one I cared about. He was the only one who could save me. Why is everything so cold? So cold. I'm a failure to Shin and O. I don't deserve to be their sensei. I can barely keep track of them. I failed the only person I care about. Maybe that's why he left me alone? I deserve this. I don't. I do...'

It continued on and on, there was no stop as everything pulled itself apart. It was psychotic, Ieyasu stopped himself and began to turn and twist before beginning to pound the ground and howl like someone damned to death. Easily he began to break and depress the ground, but even then he continued. His hands grew dirty and raw as seconds passed into to minutes and minutes almost into a whole hour.