Board Thread:Konoha General RP/@comment-26021384-20170831041106/@comment-25955740-20170831174059

Interesting. That’s all that danced around her mind. Beyond this continent, this world that she knew, that was another one that sounded better than this one. Dangerous; a death sentence. She didn’t mind that thought, nor the thought of a sense of freedom. Trailing along, she saw the buildings in the distance and for a moment, she cringed in a sense—It wasn’t fair to hate them, was it? Forsake them; make this their fault? No. That wouldn’t be fair. Not one bit. The fault was within her bloodline and this sick thing called natural selection, ‘least, that’s what she called it. Exhaling from her narrowly parted lips, she sighed in this cycling thought of things. Was she truly about to leave this chance? Or would she take it? As the give buildings became a solid view to her, just barely beyond the distance, Shien stopped with a turn to look at her, which caused her to stop with three feet of distance; his expression was stern. He was met with a stoic expression, her voice shifted not and she appeared so apathetic… But in honesty? She was just in thought and attempting to cope through somethings. Closing her eyes for the moment—Arms crossing under her bosom, hands held the upperarms and posture shifted into a straightness. His question. That was a question, indeed. How’d she want to answer it? “I was hoping that wasn’t a question you’d ask.” She said within a dull tone; softness being the only feminine trait left to linger as a sigh rolled off her tongue. Shifting from one of her arms, she pressed her fingers to her chin as opened her hues to look at him. “ Exploration. I fancy not these chains of a hollow home I’ve been left with. I enjoy not being confined in such depression; this void I call a life. I want to experience the world beyond the walls and pages I’ve been left with. Freedom. Death sentence or liberation. I want to venture something beyond these pages, these books and not travel in the path of those that have perished. And for once. I want to be my own person. I want my own path. I want my own way. ” She paused for a moment, tilting her head back to look up to the sky. What were this reasons at this point? Was she running away from her problem? No. That wasn’t possible. For too long, far too long, she had be bound by these ways. It was okay to be selfish. Wasn’t it?

“ So. I want this freedom. This freedom to explore, to grow, to witness and be part of something that isn’t this damnation crafted by my bloodline. Even if I have a curse. I want to craft my own story, live my own rules and be my own person. There was this saying. If you’re obsessed with your yesterday, then you’re destined to repeat it. Simply. I want to break that. Be something new. That’s what I want. From the guild to the Four corner’s eye. A better life. A better reality. A place to where I can be free and just start new .” Curling upon her lips, for a moment, she had this frown and she sounded quite sad to admit these feelings. Somewhere. She felt this sense of shame for saying in simpleton, she didn’t have nor want anything to do with her houses anymore, her bloodline that is all but faded to her. She knew. She possibly expressed too much built up emotions, but. That was fine. He got his answer. “ That’s it. ” She added; she finished. Tilting her head down to look at Shien.