Board Thread:Konoha Logs/@comment-30271674-20161121182448/@comment-30271674-20161128053840

Slowly Ieyasu's fluctuations began to settle, while at the same time he began to think more on what he just did and how scared he was for these little outbursts to spiral even further out of control than they were now. He began to rise up, thinking that he accomplished what he did to some degree although it was minimal at best the changes that were made in his chakra control.

He wasn't sure anymore on just what was true and what wasn't, when he argued with himself so greatly that he almost convinced himself he was as worthless as he was: The feeling sort of lingered. There had to be redemption somewhere, and some way he could simply stop bursting. Slowly he thought on it, his mind slowly beginning to readjust to act normally. Like Archimedes, he had a revalation knowing the root cause of his misery throughout woe in life was his father. He needed to exact what he felt appropriate, then maybe he wouldn't be so angry... but what about Keldran? He felt he still had to search for him, but Ieyasu felt deep down that he had been betrayed in some way in some selfish way that no matter what circumstance he should've been brought along.

He got back up, even though his body was starting to ache and wonder just why the fuck he started going out of control like he did. Ieyasu looked at his hands, they were so raw that more punches would simply begin to make them bleed. That was no object to him, he knew he had to get stronger for the enigmatic plans he slowly began to develop in mind. How could he satisfy his anger until then? How could he control it?