Board Thread:Konoha Missions/@comment-27375402-20160316190932/@comment-34754862-20160324212628

Takuza stood there silently and watched as the man respected his choice of words. He then heard the words he spoke to him, saying that the organization was more of a place in which no one was judged by their past. He kept silent clenching his fist tightly as he began thinking to himself in a different manner from how he answered his question ‘Maybe… I been trying to fight the inevitable? After all anything I do might seem like a form of hatred of disregard towards me.’ He gritted his teeth tighly as it seemed the shinobi was trying to put information into his head to give him a reason to doubt and leave the hidden leaf. The words he spoke would definitely be planted in Takuza’s head. His thoughts now being changed in route as he now thought of his entire purpose useless. In a low inaudible tone that only Seika could hear he whispered;

“What if…”

He kept to himself as he cut his words off as he refused to let out his thoughts and let Seika know what he was thinking about. Even with her putting two and two together, after she heard Takuza’s words and his reason she wouldn’t be able to tell why he said those exact words of what if. He then watched as the man finished explaining more about the organization as by the end he laughed in a maniac like pattern showing that this was his final moment. Takuza being stuck in his own world would only watch the man as he literally cut his own tongue off with his teeth. The tongue would slip out and fall in between his laps showing that he no longer wished to speak. Takuza then watched as he began flailing abruptly severing his own spine and watching him go limp shortly after. It was definitely a sad way to go, especially since he was a rogue and if he was allowed to live, anyone would target him for destruction. He sighed softly as he watched Seika mourn the man as he found it confusing. This intrigued him indeed as he never met a Kunoichi who did what she had did. Though he easily disregarded it and stood up as well following her out the room as she ordered other shinobis to clean up since he was now dead. He sighed and continued to think to himself ‘Maybe I have been living a lie my entire life… with this illusion of becoming the one uchiha in which changes things. What if all the effort I do isn’t noticed and I still am labelled as a person to not be trusted. He remained silent the entire time until Seika gave him the option of going to the Kages room to deliver the information on the mission. He was about to nod before a shinobi had arrived in a hurry speaking directly to Takuza saying;

“TAKUZA! WE NEED YOU IMMEDIEATLY, SOMETHING TERRIBLE HAS HAPPENED!”

Takuza’s eyes shot open and listened as he knew this was bad news from the start. He easily looked back to Seika and said;

“Sorry I must go, you can take the information towards the Hokage if you can please.”

Leaving almost no time for her to speak he vanished without a trace following the shinobi who had arrived. This was for the simple fact that one of his students had died in combat on a mission. As they travelled towards where the body was Takuza was informed on what happened. His eyes beginning to shed tears. It wasn’t because Akira was close to him, it was mostly because he failed as a sensei, he felt as if he was useless as he wasn’t able to protect his beloved Genin from death since he had taken a different mission. This made him question what he was thinking earlier even more;

“What if everything I do is in vain…”

He said to himself in an inaudible tone making sure no one heard it but himself. This was the doubtful mind of a shinobi who had been confused and strayed from the path he had once decided to take. It was up to someone to snap some sense into him. The problem was… only he knew how he felt as he presented his feeling to no one else.