Board Thread:Mount Myōboku Logs/@comment-30269418-20161031210737/@comment-30269418-20161101012205

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Rena had tears running down her cheeks before she had even realised she'd let go of whatever hold she kept on herself. The only reason why she was beating on him was because she herself was weak. She broke down into tears, this new type of emotion unknown to her.

"You're so damn pathetic..." She whispered, the line she'd say to herself in the mirror any time she looked into it. She wasn't really talking to Satoshi anymore. "What is your problem? Why do you keep leaking water from your eyes?" It was as if she didn't see what she was doing as crying.

She looked up at Satoshi, a blank, empty look on her face. "I have nothing in my life. Absolutely nothing. This is why I turned out this way. It is only recently that things such as emotions have bothered me, especially with the addition of Dog in my house. I used to come home to an empty, lonely place and I was fine with that. It has only been recently that these things are no longer what I want. Now, I don't know what I want. I've never wanted anything before. Then, people like you, with their weak emotions, got involved and I felt so angry. I never asked for my Kekkai Genkai, and yet, I've seen the look on your face before. I don't even belong to a clan, I have no family, and I suffer for it. You're not the first to call me a monster. You're not the first to be disgusted. You will not be the last."

She stood, staring down at him. "It's people like you who judge and isolate me. Fighting is all that I have. There is nothing else. There is no-one else. At least, that was the way it was before people started meddling."

She stared directly at him. "I can't remember. I just can't. There's nothing. There's no memory of a family. Even if they died when I was seven, should I not remember? And especially if they died during a mission, would people not respect my family's memories? I don't even know my parent's names." She stood, her face looking as if she were miserable. "You have more than me, do you not? You have a reason to live. It makes me so furious when someone like you doesn't realise how worthy they are of living; how they don't use their skills to maximum potential. Do you know what I'd give not to be the outcast? Anything. You have the strength but you're holding yourself back with your useless mind! Stop thinking and get up!"

She'd grab him by the hair if he did not get up, pulling him to his feet. '''"Stop being such a crybaby and grow some balls already!" '''She snapped.